evo od bruce-a
It's not like I left with nothing else to do. Psychosis just finished a killer EP and we're very close to having an entire CD of very strong thrash songs to deliver soon. It's good for me. It's also very different from AS. You see, prior to Bernie asking me to do AS, I hadn't ever considered doing that style of singing again. I had left it behind me and was completely into a much harsher vocal style. Revisiting 80's singing was fun but not exactly fulfilling if you know what I mean. I tried really hard to push things in a more aggressive direction and in AS I think it was almost viewed as a fuck you rather than an attempt to explore and create a compatible, if different, version of the band. It's hard because you never feel like your reaching everyone. Someone is always disappointed and for a long time I didn't mind because I believed things would change. Of course, they didn't, and I became the disappointed party. That's why I said fuck doing anything new because I didn't feel like it would matter at all. You'd have to stand on that stage to understand, I think. There's just too much meaningful history in AS to overcome. I never really embraced it. I tolerated it and tried as hard as I could to mold the band into my vision and I just don't have the passion to fight anymore. With that attitude I don't think much good will happen. Having Psychosis made my discontent in AS even more obvious to myself, and, apparently, everyone else in the band. Psychosis picks up my life where I left it before I joined AS. It's better for me. Far more natural, to say the least. I think good things will happen with Psychosis because of that. I guess we'll see about that in the coming years.
So, there ends a cool chapter in my musical life and another is being written now. I feel really lucky to have had the chance because it wasn't like I was looking for something to do when Bernie dragged me outta my house. I owe him and Juan for all of you even knowing who I am. I certainly hope the best for them and I support them and I hope you guys will do the same.